I took Cassidie to the grocery store after work so she could do some shopping. While she did that, I went over to the gym to work out, but it was closed when I got there. They closed early because it was snowing out. Since that idea flew out the window, I went back to the grocery store and waited for her to finish up her shopping. After she was finished, we headed over to her mothers house and visited with her for a few minutes. Cassidie's boyfriend wont let her see her mother, so I sneek her over every now and then (her boyfriend is a relative of mine and im aloud to say this, hes a real prick to her).

I felt really bad this morning because when I was down at Cassidie's picking her up for work, she ended up finding two condoms in Norm's jeans. They dont use condoms together since Norm is sterile and cant have kids. Needless to say, she now thinks he is cheating on her. Usually when Cassidie has a problem with Norm, she always comes to me and asks for my advice. Its just hard to give her advice sometimes because I know she is never going to leave him no matter how shitty he treats her. I just wish Norm would smarten up and realize he has a nice girlfriend for once. If he dont, then hes going to lose her and probably end up commiting suicide like my brother did.

Im supposed to head over to Cassidie's later to have a few brews and kick back for a while. The guys want to play strip poker, that should be an interesting one. I probably wont play though, I wish I wasnt overweight so I could play. I know that sounds pretty stupid, but I like new things. Im sure no one would really mind if I played because we all have a blast together, its just my lack of confidence I guess. My lack of confidence holds me back from living life to the fullest. I am so affraid of what other people think and that also gets in the way. I shouldnt care what other people think of me and do the things I want to do without a care in the world, but I dont.  *sigh* Maybe things will change when I lose more wieght and build my confidence up a little.

Anyhoo, im off to shower and head out for a while.